梦想？可以当饭吃吗

什么梦想？每天都大大声的说 我有梦想！ 有个成功的朋友问我 。 什么是梦想？梦想该怎么实现？谈了4个小时，我终于开窍。 

他说了几句让我刻骨铭心的话。 

1） 时间一秒一秒的过， 青春一秒一秒的流逝，那一秒为什么不让他变得跟有意义？

2） 你不蠢，你只是在逃避。想做就做！你在等什么？ 我们不知道我们能活多久。

今天我又一个人，来到咖啡厅。一个人想想。。 静一静。

听着- 侧田 （ 风从哪里来）

： 有一天我会站在世界最高的地方。想起我最最渺小的愿望

这个首歌是我动力的来源。 

成功不是必然的。 你练习过十次，参加无数的比赛， 无数的秀。有无数的曝光率。梦想就实现了吗？ 不是！ 

成功不是必然的。

机会是留给有准备的人。

我准备啦！来考验我啦～ 

他的一句 ： 什么是梦想。 

我真的diam diam的收声了。

重点其实是， 每次找不到梦想的人到底想要什么。

你喜欢旅行你去

你喜欢唱歌你唱

你喜欢潜水，去啦！

慢慢的你会在当中找到其实你到底想要什么。

人人问我，你是车模吗？你是模特儿？ 为什么认识那么多明星？

我只是一个普通的女子在律师楼打工的一个女生。 过着朝9晚5 的一般打工仔生活。

我称不上模特儿这3个字。我不够别人瘦 不够漂亮，不够别人白。 

之前都是 ： 敢敢去。 虽然也得到很多很多负面的comment. 所以我静了下来。被打倒了。

明星也是人。感谢老天让我认识他们。 

我用我普通跟朋友谈话的语气跟他们说第一句话， 就当了好朋友啦。

明星也好，乞丐也好。 我一样跟他们同过桌吃饭。

为什么要狗眼看人低？ 

今天虽然没化妆， 可是今天的心情特别好。因为昨晚4个小时的训话， 我的灵感回来了。虽然自己一个人但是我觉得很自在。

我要说的都说得差不多了。

记得： 寻找自己最爱的是什么， 梦想其实一直在你身边。 机会就是在当太阳升起的时候。。

不要羡慕人家有多成功。因为你也一样能～ 

来张namewee吧！

Im so sorry that im posting everything in chinese because im in a chinese mood today.

If u r intresting to know more ... Tell me, i will blog it in english 

Ciow 😘😘

Unicorn day

Bello I mean .. hello everyone..
It's been awhile..
Never blog for so long because I'm not a blogger, why blog ? Because I had a fucking boring Sunday ever.
Why do I said so ?
I've no fuckin idea..
I nearly forgot what's My password over here..
Lol
Luckily I sync it ages ago.
My day :
Pampered my self with padalpop nails aka so unicorn colour
2) nanny been nagging me to get myself some office outfit.she claimed that jusco selling it damn cheap all also 50%
So went there alone and have a look..
I don't see any 50% discount on office wear . But 50% discount on all the Aubry clothes . I was thinking.. nanny a.. are u trying to play with me .... ended up cincai  bought 2 slacks and one shirt .
A unicorn key chain and a book.

What ? I read books ? No kidding
I hate books .. I throw away my popular card after form 5 and I swear to my self . " I ain't gonna use this bloody card no more " fuck the books..
And now I regret...
Bought a book with interesting topic I hope I can started up reading soon.
So that I can kill my time not to think nonsense and learn some English :)

P/s I: I've seen a lot books on the rack under "self improvement " column
Feeling like getting it but .....
I know I will be throwing it aside after I got home.
Guess what ?
Nanny told me this once I'm home , "we decided to hire a Philippines maid" waoo I'm so freaking happy ! Because I usually sees Phino maid in tvb drama..

8.03pm
Lying in my bed feeling dizzy and I went  black out for 2 seconds just now ..
Goshh...

Been telling myself not to think of those thing I shouldn't be thinking but ended up it flashed on my mind over and over again.....
#lifeless huh ??

I hope your Sunday is greater than mine

Ciow~
Till I have the mood to talk nonsense here
Bye...

How to achieve your dreams and goals ??

1.    Be specific about your dream. The first thing you need to do is to be specific about your dream, at least the one you want to work on now, the way to be very specific about your dreams is to write them in your dream journal

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Turn your dream into a burning desire. You will need to turn your dream into a burning desire in your heart. A strong will to achieve your dreams boosts self-confidence and will aid you in pulling through some of the worst stages of life. The way to turn your dream into a burning desire is to believe that your dream is achievable and that you can achieve it.

·         Once it has become a burning desire you are no longer to refer to it as a dream, because the very nature of a dream gives the impression that it is not real.

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Turn your burning desires into goals. You then need to turn your burning desire into a goal. You had earlier turned your dream into a burning desire because you believe it can be done and that you can do it. But to actually turn it into a goal, you need to believe that you will do it. This kind of believing is based on your commitment that if it can be done then I can do it, and if I can do it then I will do it now. The thing about goals is they are time sensitive, so adding a time frame helps you to accept the fact that you are committed to doing it.

·         Once you have turned your burning desire into a goal, you are no longer to call it a burning desire or a dream, it is now your goal in life, a goal that must be achieved by you.

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Plan. Create a strategic plan of action. You will need to create a strategy for the accomplishment of your goals; this strategy is usually called a plan or a plan of action.

·         There is no universal plan of action for everyone, each strategy depends on the person involve and the goals they wish to accomplish, because of this fact the key to creating your own working plan of action lies in you and you need to seek it out.

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Take action now.Once you have turned your goals into a plan of action tailored after you, because its creation took your person into consideration, you need to take action and utilize every opportunity that will come your way.

·         The way of the universe is that like attracts like and where there is a need, the universe seems to find a way of meeting those needs through opportunities. You need to be prepared for them as you take action on your plans to achieve your goals which will help you actualize your burning desire and make your dream a reality.

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Set short-term goals. Divide your main goal into sub-divisions, and set time periods for achieving each of them.

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Review your progress regularly. Review your progress regularly and check:

·         If you have achieved your goals for that time period.

·         If you still have a desire to follow your dream.

·         If you have deviated from the path toward fulfilling your goal.

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Knowledge;Knowing exactly what is your dream and accepting that is exactly what you want. (e.g => Knowing that you want good grades) Also learn about the law of attraction. This law states that what you focus all your attention to is what you will receive.

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Visualization; Have a vivid picture in your mind or video of how your dream will be when you accomplish it. Tell yourself that you have already received it (this is focusing on your subconscious mind which is 5/6 of your thinking mind on your goal which will lead your inner reality to becoming a physical reality.

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Be confident; Have no doubts in yourself what so ever,this will lead to reverse thinking which will surround you with positive energy and you will receive a corresponding positive result.

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Meditate; Relax and calm your mind,soul and body. This will also help with step

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Using the above steps and work towards your dream with all your focus,concentration and confidence. Your goal will become a reality sooner that you could have ever imagined.

2013 first blog

Hello people! I am back. .
I mean yeah sorry for never blogging for the past 3months. I guess nobody care though??
Lol well im alive here.. previously im blogging with my fav iphone which is the stupid cacat phone lag and lag and lag... now I dump away already ** sound so rich ** hahaha
Andriod is not bad !! I mean yeah is kinda suits me.. but bad things happen to me all time.  My samsung baby born about 2 weeks. Then screen crack by falling on the floor

Okay no more no more dropping again
I coudnt believe it.. to repair a fucking screen needs at least rm700
Fuck that shit !!!!
But luckily one of my new friend * my daphne babe* can get me cheapest price I ever can get.. below rm600
And I can get like one day after repair.. yeah yeah yeah!!!
Soo.samsung users.. do not drop it !!! S3 nor ur fucking note2 ..is fucking expensive lar!!

Been really really busy these few months.. I guess everyone knows where do I working now.. yeah. Come and party with me lar.. what else ?? Ngek ngek ngek ...

Now im blogging with my note2 on the bed :) im too lazy stay up in this hour and blogging with my lappy.. so ma fan.

Ohkay ok ..
Hurmm just get to know that people sort of dont like me and claiming my pic is not nice and all...
Err well miss pork chop, u dont like me thats your problem la. U dont like me then stop viewing my fb page and download all my pics and send through ur fucking whatsapp chat room and gossiping about me
Wah wah wah so big
Wah wah so fat..
I never saud that I am a beauty queen
Im fat I knew it
If u wan a big boobs u can do a boob job.. oh yeah better go do it in korea .. more secure!!
So.. did mine original one offensive u ? No I dont think so.. so stop being real and come to me all time and say ; candy ur hair colour so nice. Candy u slim already.. pretty already wo
Those shit !!
Judge me only u did olastic surgery on ur face!!! Grrrrrrrrrr

Its 4.28am and my mind is kinda blank now.. so.. yeahh
Will be back soon !! Stay tune baby!! And my haters :)
I love everyone of u
:) cheerssssssssss

thank you .. Mean Machinese 2012 thank you boss

finally im back~ people im back!!

my blog was blocked for awhile and ive no idea why 

email also forgot ...

passward also forgot...

been really really busy these day 

*not because im getting famous ok* dont tease me with asking me autograph 

lol..

how are u guys here???

what am i so busy lately ah ???

just habis mean machines and currently is the diet period and next month rocking penang :)

secret mission **

and was dealing my MTV shooting too with KK boys 

awww so fun... its gonna be fun~ 

kota kinabalu~~

monday to saturday - working my day job

monday and thursday - part time night job 

saturday *half day chilling at home

sunday * currently kosong.. for me to shopping and swimming :P * suppose to have shooting*or outstation 

aint that easy with so many jobs i tell ya

im death tiring

even facebook also no time to spend on 

email also no time check.. :(

i know haters gonna hate

no matter what and no matter how i will prove to u , im working very hard on this...

stay tune guys~ 

i am the one and only EMO CANDY

 THANK YOU BOSS, THANK YOU LENG YEIN JIE... 

if u asking me , how was mean machines? i will say : it was super awesome!!!
if u asking me what do i think about my performance ?i will say it SOSO  i can do even better~thanks for the chance and support~~!!
i wanna be back next year!!!!~!!!

My dream almost came true

I'm abit lazy to update my blog recently ;I prefer lying on my candy bed enjoying watching DVD on the holiday ..
Well I'm gonna start my topic of today,
Recently I been busy of working my day job ,night job and some photoshooting . I prefer lying on the bed update my blog with my phone then sitting up infront of my lappy to update :) ngek !!

Well, the first shoot last week
1) Chilli saloon's magazine shooting
My photographer is so good , hard selling me there for one of the famous saloon with at least 10 brunch in Ipoh invited me for shoot ,brought and suggesting my best friend along ..

12 pm we reached there on time !!

Starting doing our hair ~

This is me without make up , before transforming



Chester , my favorite hair stylist
He was so kind ..



Started the dying ...



Cam whoring and playing games is what can we do while sitting for so long ..



We ; before transforming
Ken was so kind too
He brought us lunch , drinks,even keep on asking us
Are u ok?
R u bored ?
R u tired ?
He even help us carrying our heavy bags with all our clothes in
Like a princess !!!









So fast ! She done with her hair!
While I'm still sitting there ...
Aww... Why took so long ??
Tadaa



Looks like black .....



Yeah yeah almost done with my hair !!!
5 hours ~ 5 freaking hours sitting there just to dye my hair ...
Others model went up for make up and started shooting .. Grrr
My butt was damn pain



Just love this outlook so much !!
Well well finally my turn



Loving my ash green hair and the curl ~
And Chester was checking out my hair before my turn






States the session with one of my favorite pose ... Malu NYe ~!!!



Second outfit -the elegant
And my fren was laughing at me ,this is how I looked when I got married and hanging out with all the aunties :)
Well I take it as a compliment lol






Is like an Aunty with the daughter ~



Thanks Chilli saloon transform us to look more beautiful !!



Time to check out the before and after ~~









And this is mr Chester ,my hairstylist of the day !
Thank you so much ~



Models,hairstylist ,photographer ,where's the make up artist??

I would like to take this opportunity to thank you Chilli hair saloon to choose us to be their model for the new coming up magazine shoot , (magazine will be out on September )
Thanks Chester and ken for being a nice hair stylist for us
Thanks Adam ,thanks sook wan for the make up..
U know what ?i felt that im like a super star!
Each and every shoot they take,the photographer will pointed at my hair , and Chester gonna adjust my hair each and everytime.and the make up artist stand by at the side too ... ;)
Yeah that's about it ,althought the whole progress took me about 8 hours but still I'm satisfied.

2nd shoot of the week..
Mr brandan the photographer from kl ,came down Ipoh for shooting with me ...
He took 6 hours traveling from kl to Ipoh
Can u imagine how jam is it on the highway ??
This album is gonna be a big boom
Why ??
I tried things that I never ever try in my life ...

Somebody is trying to say ; I'm trying to be famous so I showing this and that ..
Hey look! R u just jealous on me ?,
Yes I'm fat ,Mayb I'm not professional enough ...
Or maybe ... Whatever!
I'm just trying to be professional that doing what photographer asked me to ....

I'm not trying to be famous ,perhaps I don't claim myself as a model

As u guys said , go for your dream ,don't regret !
I'm getting older ..so I'm just trying out something new allright ...
Here u go ...












So what ??
Like it or not is up to u
What I'm showing u is just what I choose to shown ..
Don't judge the book by the cover :)

Being single is so good , I can do whatever I want. .




Macaron!!
Two for rm13 .. Expensive but damn delicious~



So colourful ! I love my cup



Creme brûlée ~
Thanks my bestie for the treat !!



I'll live my life without any regret ..
I do what I want to do
Nobody can stop me for doing what I want...
I'm me, the original , without any fake ME!!
Emocandy..