what makes me smile?

woke up kinda early today, brought my granny to hospital,as usual, the " bell boy " brought us a wheel chair, so that my granny no need to walk up and down
after my mission, went breakfast with my besties.. is been so long i never had breakfast with her, sumore our break fast is like 11- 12pm. office people already came out for lunch and im still nerd nerd like that, tshirt n short pants.. the point is- i just ate a small bowl of mee soup.. u know what i ate today?
-mee soup and noon time, - bread. thts all for today~
healthy???

went to work today, everybody was like OMG you are back~!! i was like.. yaya im back...
im wondering hows the " k pop" people look. all malay will just said that.. rambut macam k pop! another one - emo sial~
i was like.. yah!! EMO... thts wat i wanna hear from u guys. lolx..
- i found my love song!! in da stupid company "sound system computer" yeah.. CALIFORNIA KING BED.
i can everyday on it n listen it~!! when i reached my work place u know what song Random??  Is was " more than words " by extreme, so next i continue playing my songs... ONE IN A MILLION, CALIFORNIA KING BED, ROLLING IN THE DEEP. customer was looking at me, i dont give a shit. i just singing damn loud. in the bar, on the floor,kitchen~
im so happy today, because i told myself i must be happy today, not even today is everyday!
so ive posted " im gonna started my day wif a big big smile " and got 10+ people like my status.. i stunned. and y arhh?? i guess, people usually see me posted all emo stuff's, so they dun like asking " y emo again"  guess they are use to it im everyday being so emo.
hahahahaha.. actually, i would like to thanks to all my FRIENDS. to cheer me up. especially few of them like.. u better promise me, u must live happily! i dont know where my happiness came from, i think is from their supported!`  thank you so so so so much friends...and i think this is the first time, i opened up my heart and smile from my heart..

and the most happy moment u know what? my besties visited me in my work place.! big big thanks to loupo VERONICA and CHOW CHOW!!

 hot chick!! they jockey damn wanna hold unbrella for her~!! lolx

she sat there for 5 hours..  4 hours she sat there alone and the last  hour chow chow FINALLY arrived.erhemmm... they praise me, im kinda good service, lolx. is it?? thanks thanks thanks~
of cours, when she took out her MAC BOOK and first thing i request from her, " LET CAM WHORE "

DANG DANG DANG DANG~ pictures came out...

when i took this picture,posing like this, all uncle looking at me one kind

my favourite pose lolxx

the lengluis alien 

 i actually love pose behind people and just like tht..

 THE K POP ...

 wondering **

 o yeah y our forehead so long

 finally a picture without editing

veron says she like this picture cz her hair damn long..

laughing laughing so loud~ while snapping all this pictures.. hahahahaha laugh my ass off, didnt know it can be so fun! i love mac book Photobooth~
we watch youtube ( dentyne competition) ,we playing whats app on our phone,we watching sexy girls facebook...owww.... we r so envy if v can be so sexy like them... and i kinda total forgot im on duty lol.. what do i care?
haiy kinda missing two more ccsvf members...BIBISAM, CAROL.. fai dit fan lei la...

im kinda worry about something actually, people who knw me knows why...but i know i can kaotim very fast... gimme sometime...  i know u guys supporting me~ sometimes i feel that im kinda lucky to know u all.. not only my besties ,but all of you~ people who seldom seeing me but they will still like. chill la... dont worry, everything will be fine... REal friend is very very hard to find nowdays, n i realli appreciate all of you. u guys to be friend with an emo like me,never avoid me,i realli can feel it. seriously! im like.. aww am i dreaming??
i thought everybody will never wana be friend with me.. it proves me wrong huh!

a glass of Coke and my lovely doggie accompany me blogging.
im not alone.. im not lonely, even im listen to all sad songs but i seriously dont feel sad~
and i promise to u guys i will never do anything for other people... i will always put myself  number 1, not others...

Friendship is always a sweet responsibilty, never an oppourtunity.

 thanks alot.. my friends.. thanks for being there for me whenever i need you


<3 ciow~