nobody cares....

11.32pm
i suppose to be sleeping now, but...
im insomnia.. y?
i thought i should be excited.. but...

 

is true that people always said : without hope,without disappointment

im too ordinary? or im just too stupid?

i always will feel like this especially in this hour...

ALL RIGHT, JUST IGNORE WHAT I SAID

i just feel myself like bloody fool

nobody will appreciate an idiot a fool like me

ya i deserve this..

*pls dont sms me and ask me y am i not happy, i just wrote it down here n i hope i can be pretty ok after that i dont meant anything *

kinda hate all of u ... my follower is just like 2 fellas but more than two person view my blog. y dont u just register a blog by yourself and follow me  lolxx

i can see da numbers of viewing is going up, and im happy that u guys is kinda concern me.

well, all of u know im an emo biatch,i just need some time, for myself, mayb a vacation,it will be great.. yeah soon, real real soon... fuck everything....

until i found tht, i didnt know much of chinese or cantonese song , i don mean i know english song so well.. but even i speak also like kik lik ka lak already~im just like an alien, i should kept in a muzium, but make sure is not made my glass... i mean da thing da kept me. if not i will break the glass and i took da glass to hurt myself again when im Emo

why is that emo people cannot be happy?? am i born to be like this??

today i found a very very suitable song... ya stil my favorite for years...

whenever im broken ill listen to this 

Just standing there, scratching your head
Bloodshot eyes, drunk with regret
Hanging yourself ten feet over the edge

I'm done with this, feeling like an idiot
Loving you, I'm over it
I just don't love you, don't love you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought you'd lose my love this way
Now you come begging me to stay

See you, you are so yesterday
I won't let you rain on my parade
I don't wanna hear a thing you say
You're so yesterday

i wanna get outta here... 

p/s : i have a new hair cut today~!! 

im still praying and hoping so much..of what am i wishing for..

good night peeps~

tq Rihana  for the song - california king bed,makes me cry.....

till the next blog...