im not a super woman

:(
me me me whatever also me, im not a super woman!
whnever im at home they will ask me do this do that, take k granny always me, i wan little bit of privacy time, HELL no! work place is also the same... candy candy candy
i really hate this place!!!!
i hate my sister... act like very bloody busy , one day not even can see her a time, went outstation here and there, came back and go out again. complaint to my parent and they will say " dun wan take care never mind la" let her fall down again la...
hey look!! im damn frustrated , y wanna put every single responsibility on me?
why me??
everyone rely on me who the hell should i rely to ???im a HUMAN not a fucking ROBOT
fuck this world!!!!

i need a break, i break outta ipoh...
alone.....yeah alone....

arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I love christina grimmie

one in a million....y am i so into this song ?? ive got no idea,from the song released until now....
i got the feeling u know?whenever this song played on the radio, my eyes will strict away ^BLINK BLIK^

awee~ when i searching youtube for some karaoke version music so tht i can continue my recording... suddenly ... pop up this girl, christina grimmie.. i love her hair, her voice, all of her video~! 
i always wish i can play guitar, i can play piano~
i sang wasnt that good and i gotta learn more.., where did i learn? any teachers?
no~! im just learning everything from YOU TUBE!  coolest website ever ever~
i wanna cut my hair like her~ the fringe, the emoness....
i dont wanna wear my bloody heels anymore.it was damn freaking pain~!!
im gonna collect back all my clothes and thing, gotta cut my hair~!!

aww i love her so much...!! she dun have any tattoo, and shes is just who she is ...

view all the videos~ shes damn damn damn awesome right???

granny's perfect grandchild~

its been 2 days i taking care of my granny
shes having sick..
as a grand daughter i think this is what i can do..
fetching her to clinic midnight, keep on checking on her status whenever 4 or 5 am in the morning,and absent for work...
just went hospital for xray and dianogstic check up today,and doctor said shes having alot ulcer in her stomach and that cause her vomit for 5- 6 times in a roll
omg im so worry.....

after everything today, we back home, "blended" her some porridge,and took medicine,finally she can have a good sleep tonight. granny~ be strong okay~! ill always be there for u~
if to choose either my current job or family, screw u,stupid job... i want my granny!!
life isnt tht long,so pls live happily everyday..
im nt tht good appetite today,not relly eat that much,
F*oring in da house, and Emo

whenever im sad, u know what game do i played?

the bird bird game~ weeeeeeee cute anot? i draw myself~!!
i wanna have a big big black n white bird doll.....
(bcz they r powerful)


my day was like damn tiring running up and down in da hospital
, and came home on my lappy but duno wth to do
better.....watch some series and get back to sleep......

ps- i found tht the ipoh specialist hospital has a very good service, once i park my car front of da lobby, few guys will came and open door like a bell boy in the hotel but they r not bringing trolly for luggage but a wheelchair... good service ***** <- i gave them 5stars~!!!

thanks for everybody for the phone calls, sms and whatsaap for concern my granny and me.thousand appreciated~! if i never reply u guys sms or answer the call pls do understand that im actually freaking tired *_*

Just pictures

Picture speaks thoudsand words.just wanna upload some pict~ which i like...

Live your life happily without regrets.





Im havin gastrick everday,check it out. Is EVERYDAY. I dont know whats happening but i wont give a damn bout it,male sure i bring along my medicine all the time wil do~ live happily , enjoy life with no regret.. That is life. Life is up and down,make sure u knw how to get over it n live it worthly~











My gf has a monkey pet,his name is arshole





White bird :p







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Malaysian Club Dj Mixing Challenge 2011 for the State of Perak

Finally ive got time to blog~
never blog for passed two days..because im kinda BUSY for my brother's from BOYS IN THE HOOD

What is BOYS IN THE HOOD??

It was a group of awesome dj's from each and every part from malaysia <3
if u were a clubber, u should know that, they did very well .. they are Spinning in kl currently, and on saturday they will going for outstation gigz and all~
well well well...

this is ipoh state final people~!!!
of course i must show what actually is THE LOYAL CHEER LEADER  like


Ive been supporting them for so long.. form east to west, and yea... i love my bro's they r really damn nice guy, and coolest dj's i ever met~!!

the dj rage and dj tipsy han

first of all, they have to draw the numbers for turns~
we like having a joke, "tipsy" u memang no1 la tak ya tengok tak ya draw dahhh

after the draw, everybody was like so quite~
no one telling us who number 1 who number 2
so v asked " ehh u numbor berapa kenapa senyap je ?" he shown the paper and said : " number 1 "
fuhlamak~!! we was like hahahahhahahahahahahahaha damn cun la...
Tipsy was number 1,Kesh number 3 ,rage number 4 and balee was number 8

Tipsy was so so so nervous, hugging rage tightly.~
and i told him... not to be nervous la, he is so damn good, mana taw number 1 dapat champion~!!
he smile smile and walk around....
suddenly he receive a sweetest MMS by his wifey and the son
" daddy good luck, we love u so much "
he MELT ** keep on looking at the picture and pray in his heart,

-so sweeet-

jeng jeng jeng deejay tipsy han on the deck~!!

DJ BALEE

 

they are holding BALEE'S banner on the stage~boys in the hood is always supportive

DJ RAGE - was the finalist of spin master 2011too

every dj was so awesome
is hardly to choose actually...
they scratched ,mixed crazily, it was dammn awesome i tell ya~

while waiting for the result
we r chillin wif our beers,taking pictures~

mc finally announced the result~
2ND RUNNER UP- DJ MK
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1st runner up- dj katak
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
the " kan jeong" moment has come...the mc stop for awhile and he announced
Malaysia Club Dj Mixing Challenge 2011 ipoh stated final is~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i can c all boys in the hood including myself was hugging each other in a big round face down,( if anyone has captured this scene pls tag me in da picture :P

DJ TIPSY HAN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wahlamakkkkk~!!!!!
we huggggg we cheeers......we scream.... the moment is really really really unforgettable
u did it my bro~!

tipsy is sooo manja u see~!!!
the power of family and frens~ really really works~!!!

CONGRATULATION TIPSY~
and the others was awesome too..dun give up easily theres so much of state is waiting for u,go broooo's~!!

i had a wonderful night wif all my bro's..
the reason y i love them so much, because they will be there for me whenever im down,they taught me how to live and they are awesome they are cool.. and i  just cant live without them~
no one knows how good is our relationship like...

 by the way BOYS IN THE HOOD IS HAVING THEIR 4TH anniversary celebration in melaka on 28/7
party up people~!!!
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=245458015482230
click it and view guys~

and also they rockin  with KTOWN CLAN @WATER PLACE HERITAGE ROW IN KL too
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=233043423392948

anyone who wanna know more about MCDMC
PLS VIEW THIS
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002528648647&sk=wall


although my blog is kinda short, but i used about 1 hour to blog it,due to the connection damn slow~
im sad tht thy left me again....
i wanna see u guys real soon... i tell ya real soon~!!
i miss u guys alot....
rage and tipsy~

ill always be with u guys....take care of urself aite?~

peace out

anyone who intrested of the tshirt u can contact DJ RAM~
http://www.facebook.com/daddyshack

what a saturday

Saturday Night 

im blogging here. most of people is partying,sleeping,homing..

and this is what am i doing in saturday night. just after my supper and i cant wait to blog ..

was home for my breaktime, and No electricity for one hour~ was thinking wanna go out chilling with my coke and waste some time.. seriously i really had alot alot of free time nowdays.seriously duno what can i do with tht..other than home i duno where to go.. :( sound sad har...

saturday night working moment is like...quite good flow~ our top seller has sold 3 lobsters, few wagyu rib eye and about 8 virgin hurrican

something like this,but is not that pink~

this is one of our target to sell... one person gotta sell minimum 2 glass for a day and the price is kinda cheap is just rm9.90

and today i kinda happy u know why? i sold two wagyu rib eye with the price of rm168.90 per dish :P

( the most expensive steak in sanfrancisco steakhouse )

and 10 GLASSES of virgin hurrican~ thanx to my manager and dev also 

i started to hate my job,once customer came in we like snatching with each other, i wana serve i wanna serve..so that only v can hit the so called "target" we like FORCING/PROMOTING very hard to push.

the "road runner " was the first place of the top seller for KPI  item..

i hate to do all the jobs..i wanna resign :( keep bullying by peoples..

i wanna have my own carrer!!so that people will not looked down on me although i dont have good education.

was in my room ,and the aircond is like 10 degree~ lol so cold and i love it...

today is da day for my fren : shazz rin

dentyne competition final~!!

was checking on the facebook every minute and cant wait to see whose da winner...

although he get the 4th place but im stil proud of him~! he is not Sombong,very hunble and friendly guy..im sorry that i cant be at the curve today to watch u, but im supporting u all da way from ipoh.

cant wait to view da video~ i know he must sang very well

hope that he will still uploading his cover up although the competition has end~

i guess all his fans would like to view it badly

u never disappointed us, we know u already did your best,,

still i gotta say... CONGRATS TO U BROO~!!!

and i found a super cute game~!! u know what?
is a PLU game .
plu= people like us
which mean lesbian and gays..
i had a gf,,,, her name is betty, cz her face like betty boop~!!
lolx.. was always wanna take care her like taking care of TAMAGOCHI which my childhood favourite
gotta see when she will be happy when shes not happy,
she need sum entertainment ,flirt wit her, wink,hug,kiss
hehehehehe u duno wat am i talking about yoo??
how crazy was that, always gotta look at my phone, and see is she happy anot...
currently shes stil dun wanna be my gf yet,, cz she said not so rush...
:( i gotta ask her to be my gf again... tomorow...
is a very fun game~!!!

time to watch my tvb drama~ good night guys~

had a wonderful saturday~

I met a handsomeboy!

As usual i went to work and as usual feel tension.. Suddenly i feel that someone keep staring at me. N i look clearly.. Is him!!

He sitting on a baby chair,looking at me no matter where i go..omgg he is damn cute!! His name is JAKE. Playin wif him for awhile, u know what..the mother sak him to sayang... He touched My hair n sayang my hair lolx so cuteee.n he go whenever i go and when i asked for a

Kiss ,he gave me so many time kisses,and.... I gv him my cheek, but he kiss on my lips!weiii so many ppl looking at me! I felt so in love i felt damn so shyy .. Heart beatin wor! Ill wait for him 20 yeas later if he dun mind im 40++ years old hahahaha..

Our first pict together~ Today as usual i went my second home,and the chef everday setting different for my chicken chop..and today u see the decoration...

My lovely chicken chopppppp

Is just rm16.90 guys is very worth it! St mikes ipoh,near by ipoh padang ... Good good food,good good manager and good good waiter!awesome!! I will not boring of the place~ .. Hurmmm ..never thought many people is viewing my blog, big big thanks to u all.. My coughin still da same..~ cant talk that loud cz it wil get cough.. I hate my stupid thoart..but today i just drank coke for once.. ;). Reached home

Kinda early today .11:30pm.. Was watching tvb drama and eating my yummylicious junk food ... I wish tomorow were 1st of august .. I wish i can skip through 30/7 ... Im

So stress..... Im going crazy...... I dont want ............plsssssss!!

Eyes is still like this :( canot make up :(

y@wnn~~

Somethin growin

cough cough cough **

my coughing already kills me about a week~

heavy coughing sumore..

kill me pls~!! any recommended to drink or eat? but is useless, due to i love to drink coke at least 3 times a day and also smoking nonstop ...errkkkk~!!

just back from work,working closing shift today,but some "vip " was like dont wanna go home,this is not jason darulo, pls go back ur own home early next time!!

me and nicole was damn pissed off ...issssshhhh u think ure in ur own home is it~!! #$%&*#@

i hate to work there!!
is time to consider the new job wif good offer~

aww there something grow inside my eyes~!! eww, how to make up?how to look nice!!

is sooo pain...

my body is sooo pain since yesday too much of exercise....

just ate a piece of bread, to kill my hungryness,gota wake up early tomorow and work again

life is jus about WORK WORK WORK

wheres my holiday??? my boss will never gimme holiday....

time to sleep??

mayb......

:(

bad mood today

Tired day ❤

Time to blogggg~ in 2:55am, just home nt long agoo~ hurm my day started about 11am cant belive i can wake up so early again on my offday, just to have lunch wif one of my lovely bro~ ❤chit and chat....n he went back.. After tht i thought supposingly another 2 more frens gonna call me... But nobody call.. Went back sleeeppp ,opened air cond and fan together but im still sweating... Suddenly get a call from another fela~ heyooo im in ipoh wherr u la!come makan... Went to makan~~ and then went to my second home to visit my frensss ~ accidently met some frens,introduce by sue.. Hehehehe so v decided go somewhere else to drink.. EURO HOUSE,the place which i dun like to goo.. Sat down there,sofa area.. Saw some ppl playin x box was running,boxing ,bowling..had a good laugh at them!! But some gals are drunk.pointed at me and said: stop laughing!! Wahhhh... I laugh also kena scold.but seriously damn funny while they like boxin the air,running hard ...ahahahahahahahahagahag after tht v play pool and also the x box... Hohoho i found that im realli good in football.. I can kick. And result was like 6-1 haha! Playin running game and volley ball.helllll and now im havin bodyache ... Im old d ,juz put on some oil on my body n wish i can get very good sleep tonight!!! good nite peeeeps❤

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