ByeBye September

my favourite month

my pok kai month

my birthday month

should i hate u or should i love u?
but since ure gonna leave.. so I LOVE U september!

u brought me met up so many new friends,
u introduce me a special people...how special? he is just so special.. i cant even believe tht i can get to know him...is this a dream? nope!! this is real!~!!

it was funny that someone doesnt famous at all will said : hell no if u wan me go out wif you, i am a fucking public firgure....and u r nothing
while famous people will holla me. even be friends..
what a shame on u , little Dj.....

well i gotta say bye to two fellas..
they r gona leave ipoh...
1st : chris chris .. byebye :(  have a brighten future... im gona miss u, and the hot choclate wif love u always did to me ..

2)my lovely son... thanks for always accompany me ..just a call and u be right there for me.so much of things v been through.. bad one happy one... sad and crazy one. i will never forget tht v rounding the whole ipoh just to search for agua and asking them prices, help me alot at my work.. after ure gone i really dunoo  how..
i know, nothing can be forever... but if god gave me a wish , i will grab u closer and dun ever let u go,... and of cours .. eugene and cyrus. we r always a big family.... forever ever never end...
i love u my friends...

since everyone leaving.. should i leave too?

is totally speechless about SEPTEMBER... 


so BYE.....
the last post for september~

wow,,,awesome song~!

Awesome moment to be alone

Everyone was busy tonight,so welll i did brought something for myself..guess what

White dress for my baby


Blin con -bb series choco. Yeah i love fake eyes~ natural... Especially this series~



My fav earl grey tea


Beef bolognise . Since my parent forgot cook me dinner as i sleep whole day n no one realize me in da house .how can it be!! Sooo im all alone~

sick and suffering

Offday on thurs but bloody fcking sick on the day. The most benci moment~!!
but i still sneaking out for lunch and window shopping.. I thought im really a super woman...
Went to say hi to my frens workin in the mall..everyone laughin at me . Acting my voice.. Urghhhhhhhh ... But is fun!!
Suppose v had a dinner on yesday night.but i cant make it.body aching like shit and slowly i really cant talk anymore..

Most angry moment...
My frens purposely call n laugh at my voice. N now i agree that u r real sexy!! He said like tht...

Was chillin in my house wif eugene n chye.. I came out ths stupid idea~




Booboo said this is good for toart.. So i listen to his advice




I dont look sick??bcz i had a fake eyes on me :)




Apa mau?!



Still smoking? Cz boobooo never ask me don smoke :) hahahaha jgn marah la boooo~



Was havoc yesday..... And today this is my lunchh... Sampai only my buddies said ; u wana die faster is it?sick sumore eat lamb. Wooii seriously i didnt know mar~




Kinda yummy geh now my toart burning like sean kingston already ..




Half way eating : we sat beside the road (smoking area) n a stranger uncle put his car key down and said; pls help me take k of my car while~ we was like okok.. Bcz he was parking n blocking da road basiclly...




Chyechye is so happy and holdin the keys and wahlao eh he manage to drive a mercz~




I keep on makan this ~ bcz the adv was dasyat!! Makan d str8 can screammmmmm~

Sleept at 8something last nite suddenly woke up by 2am
Wat to do la in tht hour?? So holding my phone~ email...fb.... Finally fall asleep back...

Its nice tht can get a good sleep... Good rest .....
Im currently craving for my earl grey tea!!

Well better go sleep now since i juz took medicine lor ~



I cant have a cool back cover of my phone anymore.. Drop it n cracked it :(
Sakit hati!!




My sis show off-ing she brought a new phone.. Sorry this didnt catch my attention.. Im only looking forward for an ipad
And im happy wif my iphone<
gonna buy a new shirt for my iphone baby....

manyak giler~!! and v r having fun~!!!

-THE most suffering part is  : i cant talk to the one i like... and yet he was WHAT what on the phone. i feel so bad ~hope i can recover soon....

holla me~!! im sexay

why i said im sexy?

my body? nope.. my face ..? hell noo..
i got a sexay voice ever
my throat was burning like fire..
somebody pls call 911 for me!!! ewwww
i hate this feeling. how am i gonna sing? how am i gona talk man??

i did drank alot alot water
but still da same....
but i found that was seriously sexy!~
it kinda happy to had this kind of voice once in a while
CHOOOOOYYYYY

was thinking if im there alone , people wana come up to know me...
they will say : hey can v be friend?
i will like : awwww my name is candy -- agua punya voice came out..
people might thought that i am agua~!!
the fully operation agua from thailand... lolxxx

:(

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:(

:(

im unhappy lar~!!!

im so feverish ,no voice......

hurmm hurmm hurmmmmm :(

how i wish theres "somebody "here take k of me 

boooooooobooooooooo

good night everyone

wth is wiggle??

HITZ@FM
needs jj and ean to wiggle at 5 strangers today...
ive got no idea because i think the video is not up yet?
wth is wiggle?? i asked.they said u go search lmao wiggle~
and i found it





wiggle wiggle wiggle yeah~!!!!!
wooppps such a pity of them lar.. haiyoooo
chicken suits, eat wasabi and rap, now wiggle..
wondering whats next

do i work in hitz fm? nope! y am i promoting them always?
because u know? these two guys really awesome!!
they make people laugh
they dont care what people say about them.. and they just do watever they do
can u do tht? i bet u ..NO!!
EVERYONE WANS FACES.... aiya malu la like this
but for me.. i do whatever i want..
i can make a huge complaint at MCD,KENNY ROGERS,PIZZ HUT. I ACT LIKE FUSSY BUT ACTUALLY I JUST BIASA PEOPLE ACT FUSSY FRONT OF ME.. SO YEAH.. WASSSSSAPPPP~-

- JUST BE YOURSELF -
if people found u awesome, they will be your fren ,u found tht disgusting?
i wont giv a f*ck
yeah thats me~

good job bro's~!! jj and ean~!

ermmm out of sudden this thing appeared

should i believe in tht?

Again im sick

As usual.. i aint a super women,i cant do whatever guy do. Yes i can do . I did it actually,but end up im sick...
Felt that im abnormal yesterday itself, never really bother ,but today i really felt dizzy,gastrick and fever,coughing,sore thoart ..
Smoking ciggy like smoking nothin...

Im finally sick.. People wil usuallt screw me up because i never eat proeperly,one meal a day,neva get enough of sleep..no proper rest...

Im sorrieee :)

I will try to take k myself..

Erm lets talk about my work.. Today , 6 tables of mat salleh.awww hari mat salleh ke??
As usual i get very hyper today.
As u know, i always felt mat salleh is more nicer then any other asian country people..
And found tht a small boy wana get to know a small chinese gal. Thy finally becane friends.. They talked baby langguage whicj v cant understand

Cute right?!!!



All people too out their iphone n snap picture,including me.. Tht was soooo cute~


Everyone was standing snapping the picture...

Was wondering people sampai hati came out all the ideas like need jj n ean to dress up like chicken eating wasabi etc.. it was sooooo kasian!!
Although they lookes cute.but ..seriously thy r kasian... I will be happier if hitzfm crew stop asking everybody "what u wan jj and ean to do today"

1 day: dress up chicken n walk around
2nd day : makan wasabi n rap birthday song

Guys.. Pls pls support them...
I mean support hitzfm .thy came out all ideas because of u guys.



Kasian fellas.......




High tea and gossiping time~
Earl grey is real nice...



Was chatting wif my security guy this morning...lepak je machaa..


This msg makes my day.n this is da reason i smiled for te whole day. It keeps me strong even im not feelin well.
Thx booboo!!!-- sorry to publish this.. I juz wana share wif everybody wat makes me happy today!!

Early mornin my fav song was played in my fav radio station. Rain over me on hitz while i reach my work place Even leave the place!! Miracleeeee! Is like the song knows tht im
Going to work n now im finished work...
It makes my day too ....
The most happy mement was..while i stucked in a jam or whenver im drivin n radio plays my fv song.. Therefor i never listen to cd's
For half year time


Orang sakit need to take a good rest,ciow guyssss !!

who are you?

5908 was da total numbers of people clicking on my blog
today turns to 6022?
sure anooot??
theres people from kk, kl, jb, shah alam, kuala selangor
where the hack is all this people hidding?
kay elle i can accept but... the rest... i was like... who are u la?
but i still choose to publish it..
hey people dont play hide and seek with me~
come on...
be fren wif me. just click my fb  profile on the right hand side column~
thx for being my reader , for someone thanks for stalking as well

i felt geli when so much of girls and aunty giving him a " do u wanna spend a night wif me look " keep on staring at him all the time... i was like fuckk......
aiyerrrr........ he totally not my cup of tea and im not his coffee too...
omgg...
first time i saw aunty winky at him...
feel like vomit out the cakes i ate just now~

wat qualifications do my future boy fren needs?

botak - if posibble( muahaha) bcz i can always kiss on it and say, good boy baby...
not malay, not chinese( mat salleh or indian or punjabi )
caring, understanding, know what i need even though i keep quite
-not annoying
-not crazy
..DJ ???  erumhmmm yeah it will be fine for me -
and a guy who love music too... who can play or can sing well
-chef's? yeah y not... chef wif tattooos are awesome!
fellas who can speak english. NOT MALAY . :)

i know im not good looking and i expected too much?
but i will wait patiently until the right guy walk into my life...
keep on dreaming emo...
yeah so today ill be dreaming all the time~
ciows!!

Dont hate me!!

Don't hate me because you can't have me,hate me because you had me and let me get away and I refuse to give you another chance

raining whole day..

rain and rain and rain...
i love the weather.. but its kinda tough to survive too
was a big hot sun in da morning i was sweating like hell, then suddenly heavy rain...
and im having heavy headache...
took some medicine during my breaktime and i fall asleep for 2 hours..
and nearly late for work again.. suffering.. sore thoart, flu-ing and coughing is killing me
how am i gonna go karaoke :(
was home damn early today, 10:30pm~
due to raining and colleagues all wanna go home, and ive got no mood to go anywhere.
everyone was so busy, im being forgotten again :(
if u never forget bout me and u r reading this blog, gimme a poke in fb or text me lor. im freaking bore...

im in love with oldies... song like this : 

Nik Kershaw - Wouldn't it be good

WAS GOING THROUGH MY SHAZAM SEE WHAT DO I SHAZAM FOR SO MANY MONTHS.. AND IF IS GOOD, DOWNLOAD IT..  

another famous oldies-shes gone

aww...so booorin

wat i did everyday was just : facebooking ,blogging and twittering

other than this 3 website anything else nice?

looking through my mail box..

nothing is new.. thats sad.. :)

im not in LOVE , but im missing some one...

ive changed alot alot in this 4 months time.some said i grew up,some said im stronger then before,some said im more happier.. my life will be more happier if i leave this state.

but well... life will still goes on. even im not happy about today, i still gotta think that tomorow gonna be a better day for me,although i know tomorow stil a bad day for me..

10-10 is killing me.... 

trying to think positive, and everything will be fine... 

erm.. i would like to my friends , because no matter what happen and u still here with me supporting all the time

i never change to be bad. i just smoke more, and eat less..

wondering am i still 55kg? shouldnt be...

because guess what? one day one meal, working more then sleeping..

this is da main reason what  am i pissed  off with

this coming off day im gonna stay home.. sleep whole day! awwwwww....... 

faster faster offday lor..

as i said im not a robot, im not a super woman, i dont wear my gstring outside.

i need some rest too **

alots of pageant coming up in ipoh. hell i dun wanna rebut will all the small kids, always politics, and im helly wishing theres any singing contest coming up anot..

* out if sudden saying this * weird!~

well, im kinda blur right now, i love to update my blog is not to show off my life

im just,, feeling bore.and i dun like to talk to any one but i prefer talking to my blog

blogging stands apart of my life ,without internet connection i guess i can die..

somehow, holding an iphone everywhere is a good thing too. ( i can check all my mails ) anythime .buahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

check out what hitz fm did today?

poor jj and ean gotta dres up like tht!~

kasian them alot...

a piece of nice sh*t ~! i wanna do it on my arms one day~!!

peace out~!!

rindumu.com

你不要对我这么好，你对我这么好，要是有一天你对我不好

了，我会很伤心

 

i will love u like how everybody does

 

 

akurindumu.com

 

 

Mad

A fella claim himself is dato, drove his car round an round so many time in my place n keep on looking for denest dance club.my jockey says is the next building la
Not here.. He dont believe... And he bang his car on this machine and ran away~ awww this is sooooo pooor.. Now lagi ok lor nonit pay parking anymore lolxx




Mad fellas drunk n drove and bang!

To be a malaysian, everyone came out n see~ n of cours me
N another guy was busying wif our phone,guess what? Snap a pic n quickly post fb~!!

Found alot of pictures...and remind me all my sweetes memories
Welll
Dont laugh at me



Standard 6


I was a lesbian,and these is me n my ex gf's pictures


I was so slim !!!!woooiiiiii gimme back that slim body!



Alot more......


Thy r still my besties~ now n forever!!!



Wahlao ehhhhh!!! Young young already know hw to posing on bmw~

Emoooo assss offffffff

emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo

damn rain! makes me go emo

i just wanna say, if u wanna choose a lifetime partner or even a boy friend pls choose it nicely

dont fall so fast 

they might act very nice infront of u .after they have u they will totally change

very fast! especially guys...

they will say buy u anything u want,end up...?? u know la what happen...

before couple, they can make to see u anytime,after have u, sorry im busy

i dont believe in love seriously

but i do wanna settle down myself.-( i know u guys wanna laugh) laugh lar....

i dun trust anyone no more

i cant fall in love no more

thx for messing up mylife...

yeah u guys will say: u deserve a better one.but is isnt easy to find.

im not rushing... 

theres one friend told me this before.

dream-money- family-

is in a triangle , if u can get ur dream, u will get money

but if u can get ur family i might canot achieve your dreams

if no family,sometimes u wont have money tooo - hehehe

can u  tell me how to achieve my dream,wif family support and can earn money?

damn!!!

feel like run away out of here...

i can take k of myself...

i prefer to live my life ALONE rather then staying wif family....

dream dream dream ....

where are u??

so... u don't trust love so much. love is just bullshit.

they will destroy your life and your dreams~!!

dangerous!!!

life is too short... do whatever u wanna do before its too late

im enough of LOVE SHIT!

PISSSED OFF...

I HOPE THT I CAN GET A HAPPIER LIFE SOON

omg this song makes me cry....

i will be strong~!!!!