Thursday, December 29, 2011

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Another freaking relaxing day for me;)
Love escape work!!
And now i feel much better...

Although im all alone but i enjoy it amywhere.....



This is da scene i never miss last night..security asked
To watch this together .

After u drink pls dont drive :)

Mcd for first meal and my second and last meal is



Found something intrested in my sis room (shes away from ipoh)so i just sneak in... I found a wig!!












I know i am fucking ugly

I love being ugly although i am already are ....



I hate black hair seriously
Thought of wanna go blonde abit...... Lol
Crap crap crap i didnt know what am i talking .....
So.....
Yeah...
Thts all for tonight peeps :
Stay tune

FLIRT

how did u defined the word of FLIRT?
flirting must be a slut? guys cant be flirt?
having a gf yet still flirting is it right??
might be somebody jealous of u, that u been flirting people's bf or whatever?

as a super duper friendly person like me, i use to be like kinda close with everyone... ( and sometimes i forgot that i cant get too close as people's gf will get angry )SORRY :)

if the guy  like to be friend with those friendly girls , the gf shouldn't be angry for no reason right?
it will only cause argument , and everybody will like blaming why the hell is the girl getting so close with my bf or something like tht
ive got no idea what is flirting....
and the best part was.... i been " caught " that im flirting with another guy when im with my ex bf...
funny right???
i never flirt if u never treat me bad.... 
flirting sms.. come on..... even if i had a bf , and somebody is flirting with my boy, i will ask him to go ahead. human needs fun sometime.... as long as they are always with u, as long as your partner know who is your real gf....
partner being flirt by others u should be proud because thats mean that your partner do have "market value"
so.. trusting and flirting is in one pacakge...
if u dun fucking trust your partner , you will accuse them having another bf outside.
no matter what your gf did to u , u will never believe in them..wtf??

im always believe what seen with my own eyes.. if a boy tatoo my name on his body, of course i trust him to dead~ unlike people so free to tahan the pain and just " simply " shows that she loves u forever like how long tht tatoo will be on the body... then answer is FOREVER..
no gals is so silly and stupid to do that just SIMPLY 



so boy...... dont ever let a girl go if she really show u what she did for u, and don ever accusing by just an sms.. 

hurmmmm
so now im freaking single already about 7-8 months while he expect i will get a bf in 3 days after break up... oh boy , u dont understands me
but thanks god .... we are apart...
i learn alot of things.
-how to live without a bf
-how to make myself happy
-how to stop crying
and i learned how to go for my dream..

why am i still blogging this? is it am i still missing him? fuck you no!!!!

i got a very wonderful life now n i got my own goal that waiting for me to achieve
...




 TRUST YOUR OWN PARTNER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN...

basiclly ive got no idea wtf am i blogging it now :)
funny sial~!!!
lolx

supid video of mine



is just another boring day of mine :(

Monday, December 26, 2011

My awesome christmas

Hows your christmas celebration? How many present u got? Do i had a greatime with your love one?

Emocandy is so freaking excited for christmas~as u guys can see all the status i posted ..is like every minute every second "jingle bell" ya.. Mayb im getting old and thats y , i wanna treasure every moment,and thanks god for given me what i had right now..

Soooo..lets start with my 24th night~
Nice make up,dolled up for the eve~ sad part is ... It will be a fucking busy night for me..
Bosses get very serious and had a short breifing with everyboy.. Reservation is full. Okay...and best part was... He place me in section a . The section for dinner crowd. And is like... Everybody came in da same time.. I working wif two new staff's.. Is kinda......... Panic....... But i manage to make my customers happy~and got tips for me too!






(23-12-2011)
Me and him..v got christmas ang pao from our regular customer!! And its cashhh!! Omg. My first christmas present!!



So freaking happy!!!!






Is kinda cute.., i mean my head band~ the fur ... Im lovin it~



Wearing it and driving through mcd .. the girl said : u looked very nice today~ i was like happy to the maximum!!
Sumore while driving wearing this thing..those motorcycle man will give me two fingers which is a "peace" lolxx so happy :)
And sooo i dolled up my lovely bitch too~






Cute right?
My granny laughin at my lovely bitch too..she just too cute!!





Okay~ i worked till 11:30 and stright away drove to my next destination~ ipoh garden east~ damit i drove for half an hour only i can get parking!
Sumore that is not a parking~
And obviously i counting down in the car myself :( bcz i heard the countdown is like 5 4 3 2 1 ..merry christmas!! And i just get down from my car.. Sigh :(

Went to lavish.. Since my gang wanted to celebrate it there..did reserve a table earlier... But end up...a fuckin bunch Of people standin outside the club and coudnt get it!
I went to talked to the girl... I said i booked a table
And my fren is inside~
She answer me ; canot go in.. Full..
I try to call up my friends but the coverage is fuck up!
Finally get sms to my ex
Boyfie which workin inside~
I cant wait for anyone.....
Went to the girl again and say the same thing again.. Ive book a table inside..and she showing me a fuck up face and said ; i said is full~ u canot go in...
Okay he makes me very angry!with holding a bigbox in my hand.... (pressie for my him)
And in fuck the shit outta her!!Dun try to fuck around with an emo okay!! And finally they let me in... Lol... Claps for myself~ i can handle the situaion by myself....
And thanks for daddy for invitation...









Dadddy!!!!


The brothers and me~sei lansi lou ...like forcing taking picture wf me!!


Owww i spotted him~ tadaaa my beloved ex boyfie - my forever friend... :) is not easy to be frens back with a ex bf.. U know..... It takes me 2 years! And finally.....



Like a gummy bear!
My present by him...


(im not afraid to say it out loud... Ya.. Its from him) is actually i wanted him to record this mixtape for me.. Because... He did present me a cd two years ago for christmas!!!
I requested alot songs from
Him.. Such as.... Wish u were here,lighters,never be alone... Alots of stupid songs which is not easy to mix with.. But.. Dam man!!!
He fucking can mix it so well~
I didnt really listen to he spin anyhow for so dam long..and it was like oww damn man u r really good ~
Congrats that effort u put it in finally rise~
Anyone need a dj pls let me
Know~ he is really a party rocker!!
( i know some stalker is stalking my blog anywhere ... But i am really proud to say it out .. im proud to had him for few months... To compare with those people who be wit me more then few months but .. Disappointed me just for few second .. I will never put it in my list :)

Owh...... Btw ( im still single right now) erhemmm!!!
Waiting miracle happen~









Introducing -mr ryan.. The duno manager or supervisor from lavish :) he entertaint me alot when my birthday! Happy to c u again~


Thy r so boring and playin games on the ipad in the club while music banging boom boom pow!

After party driving home alone and obiously im not drunk~
Road block..and i open da window and smile at the policeman.. (malaysia police will always asked : where are going so late?or else they will ask for your ic and checking the roadtax )
And u knw what he talk to me???
First thing he saw me : and he asked "what is ur name" i answer his lame question laughin like hel....
And he asked : y u never drink beer??? I said : i did~ but juz a little ... U know..... He makes me feels like ... he wana know me~ lol....


25th
Work was not bad..alo t of customers too but we handle it damn nice ...
:)

The activities of the night is : to meet up a old friend of mine which never seen for so long ..mr herman!
We were in bricks and barrel, the most happening
Chilling place in ipoh ...( but not good service)
The live band there was freaking awesome! Me and my woman enjoying it so well~
We move,we dance,we yell,we drink...















He were the bodyguard of us ~ thx herman!!






They dance on the table,on the bar top~!!
suddenly they came down pull me up da stage





After that .somebody did asked : is it my bday?y am i on stage? i was like ....yayaya my birthday! Because i duno what should i answer??
Tiger,tequila shot and mojito makes me fly high....
And the best part : ive totaly lost my voice!
I dint
Know my thoart was so weak!









Christmas is not to show off how many present u get,where u had your expensive dinner but celebrate with your love one no matter whr u are..
Im just celebrating it with my besties and im fuxking enjoying my 2011 christmas:)
I can feel that goodluck is coming to me!
N i wana thanks to my brothers frm kay elle... They had a supprise for me..and they finally here to be with me!
Nice chillin with them~ and thanks for neva forget about me.....
U know who u are~ :)
my xmas is lovely!
Cant wait for my new year eve:)

I knw my camera sucks!! Btw whitecolour iphone aint good in taking picture wif flash! I seriously need a camera~
:( who wanna donate for me???
As my customers praising me im a professional by looking at my style that taking picture for them!!

Santa : even though u neva send me a bf this year .. But i stil love u so~~!!



N also special thanks to my special one for the picture of sweden... how i wish i can feel the snow...






Friday, December 23, 2011

Christmas is near!!

Im blessed by all my friends and family!
And today my parents brought home a turkey for me! Omg! 5kg and only 4 person eating.. Im bloody hell fulled this evening!!









Asked to slice it so that v can easy to eat!!

My papa is very nice...
And my ex ex is very kind too~
papa said "die also must see me tomorow" for celebrate christmas together...
Well , who say no bf cannot celebrate christmas? ?? Let put it this way.. If havin a jelez bf, he will get mad of another guy giving me present ...if i am single, i can accept all present that i want ...
:))
And finally i got my very first present....
Tadaaaa



Is an envolope with cashhhh...
My customer is so good!!!
And she said im her favourite waitress among all.... Lol... I love u aunty...

Went home do all the wrapping present... Im so sucks in it!! Ewwww~!

Cant wait for my presents tomorow~ yea yea yea!!
Im happy wif my life ~
Oh ya ... Mydear send me the pic in sweden... Thts so ... Nice!!!
Sumore snowing ~
I really wanna go there one day!!






I hate my christmas hat! Is like damn freaking hot!!
And i dun like the red colour!!


I wan the bluecolour!!! But boss said its for guy only! Damn y am i not a guy?????








Backache for a week! How i wish i dun need to work
Tomorow :(