PRISON

back to hell.. back to the "home" AND back to my work place..
this is a HELL....

..no team work,no communication.no responsibility

so basiclly everyone hate to work in this kind of place.. im glad tht i can work about 1year..
bravoooo~!

times up for me...
sometimes i really wanna shout out loud...FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!
i never tot of suicide, even im emo enough but.. big no no for me.because im still waiting my prince charming looking for me. :)

your love one can easily make ur day and they can destroy your everything in just 1 second...
is not to say dont trust your love one... i should say, trust the right one....
right one always dont like me and wrong one keep on coming to me...

wat am i crapping now??
so i trust NO one!!! only certain friends i can trust..
family- NOPE
colleagues - at times ONLY
boy friend- dont have.

how long i still need to trap in this kind of fuck up place...???

no run away crap for me... even if i run... i will inform them.. - that not called run away right?
alamak...
someone pls~~ cheer me up?!!!

dear my ex bf :
im sorry to missunderstood u, i choose to blog here instead of smsing you because i owe u a public apologize.it wasnt your fault yesterday...  sorry

- pls dont call or sms me, i have all my shit to settle. i duno how many days will it be, its all because of my passed it destroy my future, i never blame anyone but.. blaming myself choosing the wrong one..
upset my family...and things happend....

* im gonna change my number again * if anybody annoying me again :P


so..... yeah..
FUCK UP..
life is full of shit, live my life like a prison

im not trying to emo... is seriously... i want  my dream to come true
 dont make me insane... i will be crazy one day...

NO MOOD..

END OUT..

suddenly i miss them so much... my  best friend from far...  DOUBLE D, ROUND HEAD....  will blog bout them latest by tomorow :( 
i will always think of them, because their huggies is better then medicine tht can only cure me ,,,


i LOVE FREEDOM and thts y i tattoo my self  this ....
SKULLS- when i die
WINGS- i will still love freedom....