U r far far away...

U r not really far, v r actually so near but i felt that we r just not like how should v suppose to be.

I told myself,i wana get drunk ..yet im little drunk..
Jus a little ...

So many of my friends came today. And i told my colleagues.. This is my ex bf,that is my future bf,and that is my current bf ~

He is my ex bf ,yes.. Current bf? Nope ,future bf..how i wish.. What am i crapping about?

Ive no idea, i juz realize that after half year broken up,today was the fuck up-est day ever in my life..

Im not so desperate for a bf,i just hoping to have a good bf.. I wont look back ,
I dont understand y , whenever i stop contacting those who i should really forget ,but they wil stil text and call .. Do u understand how do i feel?
Was counting my day.. Okay this is day 5 or 6 or whatever i never look for him,but...suddenly text receive : hey how r u?
It fucking melt me.. And i stil gota act like ignoring.. I dun feel good seriously. To avoid tht i wont be hurt anymore i gota do that ...
What to do!!
Can i jus throw away my fuckin phone and just leave ??
Juz go to somewhere which no body know me,at least there wil be a good reason that ... " hey i lost your contact that y i never call" ...
How i wish life has replay, pause and fast forward button like a remove control..

Was raining fucking heavily today,and storming so loud! Suddenly i remembered, whenever raining heavily with thunder storm,he will sms me: hey drive safely ! And if he beside me,he will laugh at me.. Kinda missing tht moment..
Why da fuck i always remember things that i should forget...

Emo my ass off tonight
I just ate my breakfast today.. :)
Hope that i can put down my weight..

Woring acuvue free trial lens today ,its so comfort but i dun like it ! My eye is so small and look dam siamnese~ yiiiiiiii so ugly!
I still prefer my big eyes ...

Its 3 am now i should sleep early...
I wish insomnian wont look for me ...
A Fucking emo day



With the paper doll which i never seen for almost 20 years~ aww so cute!!!