E M Oooo TO THE MAX

the world is too fake, i almost cant differentiate  who is real and who is fake
people can just break their promises so easily...
.. how can i achieve my dream without money ?
even run away also need money :(
total lost!! fuck....
listening to some sad song and thinking all over again and again...

some time the more u trust a person, u will more easy to fall into their trap .
why do i choose to blog it here? because i know not much people will see my blog  :(
I'm so sad seriously........

as people will thought that i had my boo,  i go travel around, without working also can survive..
yeah of course i can survive , if i quite smoking or just stay home everyday...

I'm not materialistic  girl.. i dont need LV or Gucci- for the main time..UNLIKE others ....
as u guys know im strong enough to be who am i .... but still ...... without a job really hard to achieve what i want...
for example... :

 or a new tattoo...

im so stupid, i had a lot of things in my mine that i wanted to buy before i got a job...
i think its call " motivation " ??
if ever i had an ipad i will make it pink!!~

DREAM DREAM DREAM DREAM

 i dont know how long can i stands .....
i wanna earn my own money and buy the things i like...!!!!!!

i think its time to say bye to IPAD and my new INK....
thts the reason why tears rolling down :(

sorry if i offended u , if u claim ur self are those materialistic people or fake people...
but u guys is really fucking FAKE!!


leave me alone... let me cry...................................................................................................................
collapsing ..........................................................................................................................................if one day suddenly i went missing, i hope u guys know why.....