Two months ago, I'm just started my holiday ,time flies ..
Sorry for never really upload my blog for certain days.. I use to blog to express myself and also blog for him as his morning news paper :)
9000 kilometers away ,I wan him to know whatever I did
For the day...
As he wanna know too :) *so confident *
I remembered that day ,so many months we never meet ,and suddenly he was standing in the crowd waiting for me to arrived.
Went for our first date as we planned .. Things go smoothly,even more then we expect. I didnt expect that we can go holiday together ,we didn't expect that my family loves u,even my princess doggie does..
Things are mean to be happen,
I mean I can see our future together.
I know I am silly to talk about that, I just wrote what my heart tells .
Always I tell u that I love u..
Sometimes I bite u,
Sometimes I show u my middle finger and say fuck u,u will just laugh at me ~ and u will never say fuck u back to me nor rude To me. Sometimes I really feel myself so bad..
Even my sister say : stop bullying the good guy ...
Haha my bad :)
First time flying with love one,first time went to Sabah ,first time being treated like a princess ,first time feel so in love,first time parent give so much of present to u,there's a lot of first time ... Not gonna be our memories , but our stories for our kids :)
Met my friend today she was like , ooi since when u got bf ?? Get to know him on Internet ? He be staying here for long ?how u guys gonna maintain ur relationship with te distance ?
:) all of these is secret ...
In this 2 months
I don't call it jobless , I called it HOLIDAY.
I'm being so in love of every day ,
Like a princess everyday,had good food all the time.. *thats the reason why I am so fat *
- went for singing competitions,(top100)in Malaysia .
video recording for Astro with my favorite Malaysia band ktownclan .
-photoshoting session ,with the famous photographer in Malaysia .(40,000 likes of his page )and my photo been shared for Thailand's modeling fb pages :)
Each pictures has about 100 over likes in his page..
All of above I do it for myself , it's my dream..but I'll still respect his decision if he says no.
I never thought that whatever I told him the response gonna be like" wow baby cool" do it!!!
No one was helping me ! I do it by my own ..
What if I'm poor, will I still go for my dream? The answer is yes !!
I've only 100 ringgit in my bank ,but I still go for competitions in kl and the shootings ...
What I do ?rm60 for the train, the rest of the money gonna be taxi fees and my lunch. So basically the whole day I'll just drinking mineral water , not soft drinks or beer ,and food gonna be sandwich for morning,noon and evening .
Why I choose to take train ? Because it's easy and fast, If i drive down I gonna be lost in kl :) me noob !
2) will u go for photo shoot if u have no money ? Why not?
I did use all the money I left to brought myself a pair of heels for the shoot .. Dresses? Flipping wardrobe to choose the nicest one. , make up?
Try to make up myself perfectly with watching YouTube videos .
I'm not trying to show off myself , I'm actually wanna tell u guys , nothing can stop u to chase for your dreams!
If u wanna Do it,u will Do it ...
Well , I never use his money like my own money. I don't treat a bf as an ATM machine , I dont demand anything , I don't need a chanel bag , I don't need a lv bag . .. ( like most of the girls do )
So I basically do whatever by myself ,yes alone!
I know it's lame that I said , this is the first time I swim in the sea
I'm not a sea lover previously , I only love to sit on the beach and drinking beer and emoing I never thought that sea can be so fun ..
And now I'm in love with the beach , I did enjoy the view of the beach surrounded with all the bikini girls and all white guys ... I felt like I'm outta Malaysia ~
Although I don't like to be dark anymore , but I think once in awhile should be ok ... Somehow I don't need to care what other people talk about my skin colour, I don't give a fuck how many people speaking Malay to me. As long as he like it!
That's why I had a name : brownie :)
I love sunbathing ,and slowly I fall in love with the swimming pool , I love to swim because of u baby !
And that's why I went to the pool start from now...!! Diet diet !!
Thank you baby for the bikini !!!
I wouldn't buy it by my own because it is expensive and not necessary to buy it.. And now, my new hobby create by u baby! Because of u, I had a New hobby:)
There is not one thing in your life that happens by accident. God puts people, things and situations in your way to see how you handle them. Believe!!!
All the friends I will never forget !!
Memories stays in heart ❤
Thanks for everything baby!!!!
This is what happened while I put " I am fucking sad" on my status . A lot more SMS , guys I'm gonna be fine seriously , I know this day will come, but pls let me take a rest for a night at least ? Not replying what's app , not replying SMS and no picking up the phone. I need some privacy ..I just wanna talk to my dog ....
Or talk to the moon, sorry guys !
Yeap even this fella is emoing ..
Thanks for the toys. Baby, she like it a lot a lot ...and captain kk gonna take care of me , pls don't be worry .
She loves cc so much !!
She place it in her bed baby look~
But I'm just afraid that one day I don't where she gonna throw it or left out anywhere :( I'm gonna be sad
Let's talk about today, went for window shopping , walk in to the apple shop accidentally pink thing caught my eyes !!! I hold on it and look at the price and I put it back ...
Never thought that wen I walked away , and then he took it to the cashier and brought it for me !
Why are u so good to me?
I like this not because of the name "candy pink" but is just that i been looking for this casing very long ,and the colour is pink!! I have a cover like this but it's in red and abit broken because I dropped on the floor always... He is hiding the amount ,..
Is not that I've got No money , but I just don't wana waste this money,however my iPhone cover is a lot! I can rent a booth to sell it in the night market
Btw thank you boo
Thanks for treating me like a princess,thanks for pampering me all the time,thanks for taking care of me
U r da most perfect guy in my life !!
Bread stick ~~~~ for life
Good night world!
Cried until my eyes swollen already
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What's app me?sorry I only what's app or cubie with my real friends . Not for those people like everyday asking :hello how are u and so on . Annoying!
Fb MSG : will only reply if anyone asking me questions ..
If u feel bored ? Welcome to draw me
Something !!!
good night....
i love my life specially when u r here with me
u paint my sky from grey to rainbow colors baby~!!
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