JULY

Half year gone... what have u achieved ?are u still doing the same old thing that u use to do half year ago ?or u changed??

 

hey peeps, such a long long time i never really care about my blog....sorry :(
readers, are u guys still reading ??* i know somebody was reading all the time * i still remember he use to ask me : " hey its been awhile , why the hell u don't update your blog " i miss that seriously..
well,
iv forgot what do i set for my resolution half year ago... * lame*
but i still remember few of the important part...
okay lets see what Ive changed ...

1) i had a new job , a very healthy job with normal working hours ,learning something new ...something which i got zero knowledge , well this is a good start..

2)started some photo shooting , and feedback was good, photographer from kl and penang would like to book me for shoots " yeah " but i gotta plan my time, and first damn thing , i need fucking diet!!!!

3) i met someone awesome... urhmm no i met him last year.. should say that i date with someone special :)


4) i working part time :P while school time alot of my friend said they are working some part time job i remember , i asked my parent for working during im studying, they will scold me and say NO!! now i realize how much they sayang me :)

5)i met alot alot new , cute and awesome colleagues~ all of them is cute!!! and friendly.~ 


6) friends from other state even others country came for visit ... SWEDEN, taiwan, kay elle, jb ,penang ...
few of them came for working trip but they will still text me till i reply , * I'm very lazy to text sometimes * and i don't feel like picking up calls all the time. im just an emo biatch :) for sure i manage to catch up with them .. thanks god that i had alot of awesome friends around... most of them is kinda famous somehow, urmmm~ i cant tell out their name, keep it low beybeh....

i fell sick in June alot... thoart got affection , fever for 4 days , sis admitted to hospital, another sis was pregnant **wops** I'm very tiring ...somehow i gotta focus at my new job"s" , is abit tought ...
the most suffering thing was : woke up in the fucking early morning , and work ...... damn man.....
back to back work again....

the reason why am i so busy ? purposely i plan my schedule pack pack pack ... so that i got no fucking time to emo emo emo shit...but seriously it was fucking tiring ......

somehow I'm still single.... * wink wink*
when I'm young i use to be very sad whenever i had a lonely valentines day or birthday ...
but now im getting use of it..
even though i don't feel like celebrating my coming birthday ~ although still very far away...
celebrating birthday : wasting money for party , wasting friends money to buy present.. again i would like to keep it low low low... -see see how la- it might change anytime :P

im still thinking , should i go for the upcoming singing competition or not... :(

i don't know why, my phone so quite today.. no calls , no text...
i feel like throw it away, i really feel like don't wanna live with my phone one day..get disappeared and no one can find me....

emo shit started....
better stop here.....


GUYS ALWAYS BREAK GIRLS HEART~!!! I RATHER FIND A LESBIAN PARTNER!!!

WHY?? why im always the one who get hurt ?
why is that they can hurt me , and walk away and act like nothing happend ? how about me ??
why guys so selfish ???