My dream almost came true

I'm abit lazy to update my blog recently ;I prefer lying on my candy bed enjoying watching DVD on the holiday ..
Well I'm gonna start my topic of today,
Recently I been busy of working my day job ,night job and some photoshooting . I prefer lying on the bed update my blog with my phone then sitting up infront of my lappy to update :) ngek !!

Well, the first shoot last week
1) Chilli saloon's magazine shooting
My photographer is so good , hard selling me there for one of the famous saloon with at least 10 brunch in Ipoh invited me for shoot ,brought and suggesting my best friend along ..

12 pm we reached there on time !!

Starting doing our hair ~

This is me without make up , before transforming



Chester , my favorite hair stylist
He was so kind ..



Started the dying ...



Cam whoring and playing games is what can we do while sitting for so long ..



We ; before transforming
Ken was so kind too
He brought us lunch , drinks,even keep on asking us
Are u ok?
R u bored ?
R u tired ?
He even help us carrying our heavy bags with all our clothes in
Like a princess !!!









So fast ! She done with her hair!
While I'm still sitting there ...
Aww... Why took so long ??
Tadaa



Looks like black .....



Yeah yeah almost done with my hair !!!
5 hours ~ 5 freaking hours sitting there just to dye my hair ...
Others model went up for make up and started shooting .. Grrr
My butt was damn pain



Just love this outlook so much !!
Well well finally my turn



Loving my ash green hair and the curl ~
And Chester was checking out my hair before my turn






States the session with one of my favorite pose ... Malu NYe ~!!!



Second outfit -the elegant
And my fren was laughing at me ,this is how I looked when I got married and hanging out with all the aunties :)
Well I take it as a compliment lol






Is like an Aunty with the daughter ~



Thanks Chilli saloon transform us to look more beautiful !!



Time to check out the before and after ~~









And this is mr Chester ,my hairstylist of the day !
Thank you so much ~



Models,hairstylist ,photographer ,where's the make up artist??

I would like to take this opportunity to thank you Chilli hair saloon to choose us to be their model for the new coming up magazine shoot , (magazine will be out on September )
Thanks Chester and ken for being a nice hair stylist for us
Thanks Adam ,thanks sook wan for the make up..
U know what ?i felt that im like a super star!
Each and every shoot they take,the photographer will pointed at my hair , and Chester gonna adjust my hair each and everytime.and the make up artist stand by at the side too ... ;)
Yeah that's about it ,althought the whole progress took me about 8 hours but still I'm satisfied.

2nd shoot of the week..
Mr brandan the photographer from kl ,came down Ipoh for shooting with me ...
He took 6 hours traveling from kl to Ipoh
Can u imagine how jam is it on the highway ??
This album is gonna be a big boom
Why ??
I tried things that I never ever try in my life ...

Somebody is trying to say ; I'm trying to be famous so I showing this and that ..
Hey look! R u just jealous on me ?,
Yes I'm fat ,Mayb I'm not professional enough ...
Or maybe ... Whatever!
I'm just trying to be professional that doing what photographer asked me to ....

I'm not trying to be famous ,perhaps I don't claim myself as a model

As u guys said , go for your dream ,don't regret !
I'm getting older ..so I'm just trying out something new allright ...
Here u go ...












So what ??
Like it or not is up to u
What I'm showing u is just what I choose to shown ..
Don't judge the book by the cover :)

Being single is so good , I can do whatever I want. .




Macaron!!
Two for rm13 .. Expensive but damn delicious~



So colourful ! I love my cup



Creme brûlée ~
Thanks my bestie for the treat !!



I'll live my life without any regret ..
I do what I want to do
Nobody can stop me for doing what I want...
I'm me, the original , without any fake ME!!
Emocandy..

Don't judge me

Who am I?
I am emocandy .. Why do I called myself emocandy ? No idea .. Just trying to be unique maybe?
Sometimes I did goggle myself.. (sounds stupid huh ) but there quite numbers of my pictures popping up though..

Well,
What u had right now is that what you want ?thats the question of the day..

For me, frankly to say .. This is not what I want..
I don't freakin want a Job like this ,stays at the office all the time.. But the other way round , is kinda good because the time is flaxible , I can do whatever I wan at night ..
Therefor I had a night job too ..
I don't mind u all gossip about what I did.. Emocandy? She's just a waitress at xxx .. Emocandy ? I thought she sang well .. Emocandy ?who is she ?

I love the way how people think of me. Is like .. I thought she were bla bla bla ex Gf.and ect , but in the end u know my name but not my story..and who are u to judge?

Dream dream dream do u have a dream??
I guess everyone had it but is just that they gotta do a lot of hard work to achieve their dreams..time flies ..
I'm getting older.. I'm only half way working on my dream..
Well, I will not give up..
As the quotes of "step up revolution" do whatever u wanna do , break the rules !!
But how many people can actually do it ?
First u gonna give up something in order to achieve something .
U gotta have money to survive while in the process to achieving your dream .. U might have to give up your parents If they can't accept of what u doing, or maybe u gotta give up your love one ..
Talked about love ...
I just can't give anyone my heart for 100% anymore. Whenever I feel that he is my mr right , the other way round, he said bye ...
I am a strong girl to live without any guys ..
I just wan a guy who can really care my feeling , take care of me , and understand me.. I don't want a rich man with a fancy Ferrari , who own a fuckin Banglow ,with hundred Maids around , body guard and so on.
I know , nobody gonna believe what I said .. Whatever
For me , a loyal man means a lot more then a rich man with no time accompany you ..
Branded stuffs ? Is it all of the girl compulsory to have a lv ,channel or fucking Gucci ??
They might be somebody thinks that they were damn high class because they own it , though .. I'll respect of u brought that with your own an original one .. If not, what is so nice to showing off ?
I've got nothing to show because I don't have any of it ~ what am I proud of myself is just my attitude ..
I do whatever i want. I'll find my own way even there's so much of things blocking me..is just that do I really wanna Do it ? Well I'm not ready for that yet ..
I can't imagine how am I fonna live without my family ..
Maybe one day .. I will ...

I broke down, I cried under my blanket everynight , socialize is just apart of me to temporary forget about what burden Im having.. Trying to enjoy while time to enjoy myself ..
Yeah I always wear a smile on my face, and everyone will ask me. Hey how can u be so happy ?
But that was my fake smile but who cares ?? And who knows ??
Scrolling my phone book , yea fucking a lot of contact list I had but how many numbers I dial often ?and how many people actually called ?
There's only one number .. With the contact name ; home

So , who am I ??
I'm just nobody , people who love my pictures , they will follow my Instagram with all the random one . People who wanna know more about me , they will view my Facebook ..

Face book : yeah it was so annoying that I always receive a lot of private message that .. Always sent to me ... For example;
Hi
How r u
R u Malay ?
Hi
Hi
Hi
Hey babe , hi darling , hi baby
It was so annoying ...
I'm not your baby so don't call me baby
-- this is da reason why my loved one got angry about
U might say this is just to address
But .. Well , how much u know about me ? And who are u to call me like that ?
If ever Facebook can blocked everyone for messaging ...
I'll be glad

I don't know since when I became so emo ...
I started don't feel like picking up calls or replying any SMS ...

Because I feel like being alone ..




I admit that imma weirdo ,
I just need a peace of mylife ..

Still nobody understand me
Dont think that I am just emo
I wrote it because I meant it

Peace out !!!

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