Sunday, April 29, 2012

Time flies...

Two months ago, I'm just started my holiday ,time flies ..
Sorry for never really upload my blog for certain days.. I use to blog to express myself and also blog for him as his morning news paper :)
9000 kilometers away ,I wan him to know whatever I did
For the day...
As he wanna know too :) *so confident *
I remembered that day ,so many months we never meet ,and suddenly he was standing in the crowd waiting for me to arrived.
Went for our first date as we planned .. Things go smoothly,even more then we expect. I didnt expect that we can go holiday together ,we didn't expect that my family loves u,even my princess doggie does..
Things are mean to be happen,
I mean I can see our future together.
I know I am silly to talk about that, I just wrote what my heart tells .




Always I tell u that I love u..
Sometimes I bite u,
Sometimes I show u my middle finger and say fuck u,u will just laugh at me ~ and u will never say fuck u back to me nor rude To me. Sometimes I really feel myself so bad..
Even my sister say : stop bullying the good guy ...
Haha my bad :)




First time flying with love one,first time went to Sabah ,first time being treated like a princess ,first time feel so in love,first time parent give so much of present to u,there's a lot of first time ... Not gonna be our memories , but our stories for our kids :)
Met my friend today she was like , ooi since when u got bf ?? Get to know him on Internet ? He be staying here for long ?how u guys gonna maintain ur relationship with te distance ?
:) all of these is secret ...




In this 2 months
I don't call it jobless , I called it HOLIDAY.
I'm being so in love of every day ,
Like a princess everyday,had good food all the time.. *thats the reason why I am so fat *
- went for singing competitions,(top100)in Malaysia .
video recording for Astro with my favorite Malaysia band ktownclan .
-photoshoting session ,with the famous photographer in Malaysia .(40,000 likes of his page )and my photo been shared for Thailand's modeling fb pages :)
Each pictures has about 100 over likes in his page..

All of above I do it for myself , it's my dream..but I'll still respect his decision if he says no.
I never thought that whatever I told him the response gonna be like" wow baby cool" do it!!!

Oh yeah one more thing : all of the above I never cheat and I am invited by them and I never ask my celebrity friends to help .

No one was helping me ! I do it by my own ..
What if I'm poor, will I still go for my dream? The answer is yes !!
I've only 100 ringgit in my bank ,but I still go for competitions in kl and the shootings ...
What I do ?rm60 for the train, the rest of the money gonna be taxi fees and my lunch. So basically the whole day I'll just drinking mineral water , not soft drinks or beer ,and food gonna be sandwich for morning,noon and evening .
Why I choose to take train ? Because it's easy and fast, If i drive down I gonna be lost in kl :) me noob !

2) will u go for photo shoot if u have no money ? Why not?

I did use all the money I left to brought myself a pair of heels for the shoot .. Dresses? Flipping wardrobe to choose the nicest one. , make up?
Try to make up myself perfectly with watching YouTube videos .

I'm not trying to show off myself , I'm actually wanna tell u guys , nothing can stop u to chase for your dreams!
If u wanna Do it,u will Do it ...

* u have a bf what ?he can support u ma *
Well , I never use his money like my own money. I don't treat a bf as an ATM machine , I dont demand anything , I don't need a chanel bag , I don't need a lv bag . .. ( like most of the girls do )
So I basically do whatever by myself ,yes alone!









I know it's lame that I said , this is the first time I swim in the sea
I'm not a sea lover previously , I only love to sit on the beach and drinking beer and emoing I never thought that sea can be so fun ..
And now I'm in love with the beach , I did enjoy the view of the beach surrounded with all the bikini girls and all white guys ... I felt like I'm outta Malaysia ~
Although I don't like to be dark anymore , but I think once in awhile should be ok ... Somehow I don't need to care what other people talk about my skin colour, I don't give a fuck how many people speaking Malay to me. As long as he like it!
That's why I had a name : brownie :)
I love sunbathing ,and slowly I fall in love with the swimming pool , I love to swim because of u baby !
And that's why I went to the pool start from now...!! Diet diet !!








Thank you baby for the bikini !!!
I wouldn't buy it by my own because it is expensive and not necessary to buy it.. And now, my new hobby create by u baby! Because of u, I had a New hobby:)








There is not one thing in your life that happens by accident. God puts people, things and situations in your way to see how you handle them. Believe!!!
















All the friends I will never forget !!
Memories stays in heart ❤

















Thanks for everything baby!!!!




This is what happened while I put " I am fucking sad" on my status . A lot more SMS , guys I'm gonna be fine seriously , I know this day will come, but pls let me take a rest for a night at least ? Not replying what's app , not replying SMS and no picking up the phone. I need some privacy ..I just wanna talk to my dog ....
Or talk to the moon, sorry guys !




Yeap even this fella is emoing ..
Thanks for the toys. Baby, she like it a lot a lot ...and captain kk gonna take care of me , pls don't be worry .




She loves cc so much !!




She place it in her bed baby look~
But I'm just afraid that one day I don't where she gonna throw it or left out anywhere :( I'm gonna be sad




Let's talk about today, went for window shopping , walk in to the apple shop accidentally pink thing caught my eyes !!! I hold on it and look at the price and I put it back ...
Never thought that wen I walked away , and then he took it to the cashier and brought it for me !



Why are u so good to me?
I like this not because of the name "candy pink" but is just that i been looking for this casing very long ,and the colour is pink!! I have a cover like this but it's in red and abit broken because I dropped on the floor always... He is hiding the amount ,..
Is not that I've got No money , but I just don't wana waste this money,however my iPhone cover is a lot! I can rent a booth to sell it in the night market




Btw thank you boo
Thanks for treating me like a princess,thanks for pampering me all the time,thanks for taking care of me
U r da most perfect guy in my life !!




Bread stick ~~~~ for life




Good night world!
Cried until my eyes swollen already

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What's app me?sorry I only what's app or cubie with my real friends . Not for those people like everyday asking :hello how are u and so on . Annoying!

Fb MSG : will only reply if anyone asking me questions ..

If u feel bored ? Welcome to draw me
Something !!!




good night....

i love my life specially when u r here with me
u paint my sky from grey to rainbow colors baby~!!

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

I want !!!

I want a job
I want iPad
I want a tattoo
I want to be rich
I want flowers
I want to be a queen
But I'm thinking all over again , I don't wan anything but I just wan you to stay with me forever :(

I cried
I sad
I'm not happy

Money can't buy memories ...
Money can only makes u happy for awhile ...

So....
Fuck the job
Fuck the iPad
Fuck the tattoo
Fuck everything

If only I give up everything just to be with you ....
I will ,........





And emo night ..........
Makes me miss u even more
even though I just met u an hour ago ....



Friday, April 20, 2012

Imma star!

It's a funny topic though .. :)
I don't know why am I writing that , because being a star is my ambition when I'm small...

Of cours not porn star but a rock star or a super star ~ ngeehehe


Was very very Surpprise after the shoot with chai , there's a lot of photographer asking me for shoot. Well I thought I am old an no one gonna shoot me but I'm wrong !!!
Yeah yeah~ tell u what ? I love the feeling by looking at the camera..

I mean...
The photographer can really capture of my feeling especially what my eyes are telling ....

A famous photographer is coming to town ,and he wanted me to be his model I was like.. Aw dam!!!
Am I dreaming ???
He shooted felixia yeap , Leng yein and Jeniifer foh .and a lot alot a lot more sexy babes and hot one!

I felt so sad and I tell him, I'm not professional , not that hot like them but he still never change his mind.. All right ,our date is on next Thursday ! Seriously I can't wait!! But .......
Wat dress should I wear? How about the shoe? Make up? Arghhhhhhhh

Why am I so nervous?
Went to cut my fringe today I thought that I wanna have a good look in the new pictures and so on... But...
U see !!



-y la so kiddo !
How to be sexy mar ;(



This looks young actually... Somehow I started to miss my long fringe although is annoying :( okay mama
Not gonna cut u for two months ok ...


That's my opportunity to having shooting session with famous photographer .....I'm gonna work my very hard to try out a new dress... Body fit fit , to take da nicest picture !!

Gonna bring my Ah boo to buy dress hehehehehe at least there's someone giving me comment ..

Allright wana know what I had today ? Brought my parent for pasta !!!
Sstc ~
Wee so sedap!!



This mango juice is superb!!



Classic mash potato ...



Tomato soup ..



Still da same pasta I had the day
Spaghetti salmon !!
And I m freaking full like a
Fool... I can't walk nicely drive nicely now even insomnia
Holly shit :(
But I enjoy my day because it was so happening :)

Oh yeah my best fren like
A reminder keep remind me few
Days ago : another 3 days ,another 2 days.... Oi today is the day!!
Wat wat day ??
New iPad is launching today!
Cry ,sad
Wat pad launching also seems not my business anymore... :(
I wana congrats to my lovely sis Steph ... Congrats that u brought an iPhone 4s wohoooo u wil know how excited am I when I looking people got their new gadgets .. I don't know why am I happy for them ...

Everyone loves to bring me to buy their new phones and gadget because Mayb I look fierce abit ?easy to nego price with those sales man? Do I?
Or i look Aunty enough no one dare to cheat me? Lol
Whatever ... I'm enjoying accompanying people buying expensive stuffs and I proud to be their friend because they are able to buy whatever they like ... Phones,iPad even Gucci ...
Sighhh

I gonna work very very hard to achieve it...

Go go go candy !!
U can do it!

* tel ya a secret , I just email some resume out finger cross they hire me lor :(
Gotta sleep ...
Good night boring Friday night :(






Thursday, April 19, 2012

Test test part2

Currently is cutting my hair in the saloon

Chopping of my bangs
Found that they applied
Unifi here..
Wat is unifi ?? Is something like streamyx but faster like shit ~
Oh man I'm loving it ....
Gonna go home ask my parent to change first !!
Is like
Nothing lagging even u open up your Facebook man.....
Oh noooo I love u unifi ....
Fuck u streamyx



-the TGIF face



James bond girl with the banana

Hehhhe

Test test

Previously phone broke down
Can't update my blog :(
Now time to test again ...





How's ur holiday???
Kinda crowded out there so I choose to stay home with my lappy :)
Cooling and relaxing :)

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

E M Oooo TO THE MAX

the world is too fake, i almost cant differentiate  who is real and who is fake
people can just break their promises so easily...
.. how can i achieve my dream without money ?
even run away also need money :(
total lost!! fuck....
listening to some sad song and thinking all over again and again...

some time the more u trust a person, u will more easy to fall into their trap .
why do i choose to blog it here? because i know not much people will see my blog  :(
I'm so sad seriously........

as people will thought that i had my boo,  i go travel around, without working also can survive..
yeah of course i can survive , if i quite smoking or just stay home everyday...

I'm not materialistic  girl.. i dont need LV or Gucci- for the main time..UNLIKE others ....
as u guys know im strong enough to be who am i .... but still ...... without a job really hard to achieve what i want...
for example... :


 or a new tattoo...

im so stupid, i had a lot of things in my mine that i wanted to buy before i got a job...
i think its call " motivation " ??
if ever i had an ipad i will make it pink!!~

DREAM DREAM DREAM DREAM

 i dont know how long can i stands .....
i wanna earn my own money and buy the things i like...!!!!!!

i think its time to say bye to IPAD and my new INK....
thts the reason why tears rolling down :(

sorry if i offended u , if u claim ur self are those materialistic people or fake people...
but u guys is really fucking FAKE!!


leave me alone... let me cry...................................................................................................................
collapsing ..........................................................................................................................................if one day suddenly i went missing, i hope u guys know why.....

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

SUPA HIRO!!~ vs KTOWNCLAN


Its supaaaaaaaa hirooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

every malaysian know who is HE... such a cute guy har~!!!!!

i have one wish before i die actually :P  to capture a picture together with him....
is really hard for me to choose if i wanna choose him or k town clan..
ouchh....
i think, i will choose......ermmmm ermmmmm 1 roshan 2 ean 3 bigbo
hahahahaha so stupid...
is like a kids choosing choclates in a candy shop
well....
i love this video alot, i downloaded and watch it everyday stil i laughing like a mad person

i love u K TOWN CLAN~
I LOVE U EAN :)

of cours da people HEART the  most is.... my boo...

done crapping, good night people~!!!

Pictures updated~!!

im very very mad of my stupid apps on my phone theres alot more waiting me to blog!! urghhhhhhh~!!!! thats the reason why am i never blog for so long stupid phone stupid apps!~ well....i decided to learn some new songs~ gotta make money for my talent ... :) god give me nice voice to sing and not bad looking " cough cough" so i can captured such a nice picture... wanna see? wait lar~ let me finish first... u know what? was sitting down at mcd as usual today i heard this song... so cute at first i was attracted by the music and then, the lyrics so damn cute !!

WO AI NI , I love you Aku cinta padamu,Tiga kata paling bermakna Tapi jarangnya didengar Naan unnai kathalikaraen,Saranghaeyo,Aishiteru Tiga kata paling menyentuh,Tapi jarangnya disebut


for u ~!!!

my tears fall...even this song is so damn cute and lively..
i miss u :(

okay okay .. i know u cant wait anymore






waiting the photographers giving me more pictures :(
sigh sigh sigh
wat an emo day....

remember guys emo is just my name... doesnt mean i emo everyday  minute :)
thankiu

Thursday, April 12, 2012

K-TOWN CLAN & EMOCANDY on football overload episod 34 VIDEO IS UP!

whatsup? im back to update my blog...
and the videos is up!!
previously was talking about ..got invited by football overload as im  NO1 K TOWN CLAN fans~
here u go... for those who missed the episod

2:00

k town clan 4 life~!!!